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I’m torn!!
I don’t understand
Why you did what you chose.
You knew how I would feel
But you called...
To tell me?
To tempt me?
To anger me?
To hurt me?
In all of this,
I do understand the reasons.
Too much...
Too many...
Too soon...
But why?
You knew!
In all of your reasons,
You still knew...
You had to.
I would help,
I wanted to!
You knew that.
You torment me with the thoughts...
The dream...
The pain...
You don’t need more.
You don’t deserve more!!
But you could share...
Crude as it sounds...
You have a gift.
An ability...
One I no longer have.
It was taken,
Nearly stolen
And you abuse yours.
It infuriates me...
Hurts me...
Saddens me...
You admitted you knew
Without admittance
But a cheap excuse
That 9 months is too long.
I’ll digest it...
Then spit it out.
All in good time.
Am I your best friend?
Yes, I suppose I am...
I understand...
(15 years)
I’ll keep on listening...
(15 years)
And being here...
(15 years)
As you abort your gift
And finally you will...
You will give your abused ability back to God.
~~Stephanie Hancock~~
I don’t understand
Why you did what you chose.
You knew how I would feel
But you called...
To tell me?
To tempt me?
To anger me?
To hurt me?
In all of this,
I do understand the reasons.
Too much...
Too many...
Too soon...
But why?
You knew!
In all of your reasons,
You still knew...
You had to.
I would help,
I wanted to!
You knew that.
You torment me with the thoughts...
The dream...
The pain...
You don’t need more.
You don’t deserve more!!
But you could share...
Crude as it sounds...
You have a gift.
An ability...
One I no longer have.
It was taken,
Nearly stolen
And you abuse yours.
It infuriates me...
Hurts me...
Saddens me...
You admitted you knew
Without admittance
But a cheap excuse
That 9 months is too long.
I’ll digest it...
Then spit it out.
All in good time.
Am I your best friend?
Yes, I suppose I am...
I understand...
(15 years)
I’ll keep on listening...
(15 years)
And being here...
(15 years)
As you abort your gift
And finally you will...
You will give your abused ability back to God.
~~Stephanie Hancock~~
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